Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Motorbike
My 1st experience with motorbike...
shoulder pain
arm and wrist pain
=(
coz be4 i even start riding,
i was only holding the bike,
the bike too heavy and drag me down
be4 even start riding and fell.
lol.
anyway, when i start to ride
quite interesting..
i dun have much confidence.
girls, help me jia you. ok?
i think i may need alot of time to learn.
no time.. heehee
and i need time to recover my pain.. hmph
coz 1 week only learn once.
shoulder pain
arm and wrist pain
=(
coz be4 i even start riding,
i was only holding the bike,
the bike too heavy and drag me down
be4 even start riding and fell.
lol.
anyway, when i start to ride
quite interesting..
i dun have much confidence.
girls, help me jia you. ok?
i think i may need alot of time to learn.
no time.. heehee
and i need time to recover my pain.. hmph
coz 1 week only learn once.
Saturday, July 12, 2008
Since you have already booked bbq on 26 jul,
& my poly friends have dated me long ago,
Let us just go celebrate our birthday as planned earlier on.
Because we are long time childhood friends,
I will rush down to your celebration after my dinner ends,
which i guess your bbq will not finish that early right...
so by then, I hope i will be in time to see you cut your birthday cake.
Friday, July 11, 2008
Initially I wanna post my feelings out only. But I happen to see PL's post before me. So I decide to post out all the messages in my phone to explain our misunderstanding
PL, Please do not feel offended that I post the conversations out.
Girls, maybe like what pl say, when she saw it, she feel upset. But I still decided to show it out is to let u all know at that moment how I feel and why I replied that way.
Before the conversation, I dunno you all planning anything and did not noe you check with HS on my sat event. No one dated me on sat. One of my Poly friends wanna meet me on that day to pass me stuff. But I have not confirmed with her. I haven confirm is to reserve for you all 8899 but I still have no news of you all to date me.
The conversation below: (My thoughts and feelings is in brackets)
TW (11.43pm): Hey, I hav changed pl birthday bbq from 2nd aug to 26 jul coz I can’t make it on 2nd Aug. so sorry. Really hoped that u all are able to make it. So let me noe whether u all can make it k. Any hardfeelin or prob do msg me. Thanks a million lot. (my thinking is “hmm, no one date me and still ask me attend ppl birthday” so I decided to reply in joking manner)
Jun (11.46pm): My birthday that day leh. Never celebrate for me still ask me celebrate for her. Win lo.
TW (11.49pm): Ai yah, sorry la. I really cannot make it on 2nd Aug. Got stand by. Sianz. I also dun wan crash with urs. U celebrate with pl la. Help me please.
TW (11.51pm): Sorry sorry. Hey. Btw how u celebrate ah. On Sunday? (no one date me, den now ask me celebrate PL birthday on my birthday. Den tell me mine celebration is on sun? hmmm. but if 8899 ok den I also nth to say. *sad*lonely*)
Jun (11.54pm): No secondary school ppl date me yet. Like so pathetic. Actual day go celebrate other ppl’s birthday den mine push to sun. If 8899 ok den I nothing to say lo. Anyway, poly friends will date me on actual day only we haven confirm.
TW (11.58pm): Whey. Sorry la. Really hav no choice. I cannot on 2nd ma. I book both weekend le lo. Then somemore cannot cancel. (*more lonely* means I have to see ppl celebrating with PL, no one celebrate for me.. ppl forget me??? *very upset*since let that, why make myself so pathetic, since poly ppl date me le, den confirm with them lo. So I decided to go meet poly friends instead.)
Jun (12.02am): Ok ok. It’s ok. Den you all go for hers la. That day I find my other friends lo. Honestly they dated me but I didn’t confirm as I tot 8899 wanna meet me.
TW (12.03am): But in e end they meet sun rite? Hey sorry ah. (haiz, repeat say meet sun again. *upset* dun even wanna date me for sat noon mehx? I dun wan belated celebration. No family ppl celebrate for me already. Haiz, should have listened to HS and open bbq on 26 jul, coz no one enthu for me at least I must enthu myself. 21st must be happy ma. I tot even closest 8899 so heartless? I dun wan belated celebration, like no one remember it so I replied the below)
Jun (12.06am): Wad meet on sun? Dunno la. You all heartless. I already by not opening any celebration on 26. If not our common friends all dunno which one to attend. Anyway dun need meet on sun la.
TW (12.09am): I dunno. I was asking. Wa so fierce for wad sia. Ask ya celebrate with pl le. Hmmm. I no choice ma. U think I wan crash with urs ah. If can 2nd I more happy loh. I already plan for 2nd le lo. (*very upset*fed up* I nv complain PL birthday celebration put on my birthday, TW still say me like I dun wanna celebrate with PL, fine, since he feel this way, I go find my poly friends, I dun wanna be so pathetic, so lonely that night at PL’s celebration. Since poly friends yi fan hao yi, I shld go. )
Jun (12.10am): Wah. Now you say until like I blaming you. I never fierce. I was upset. Forget it la. You all go ahead enjoy. I not attending. Not going to be so pathetic. Send my best wishes to PL.
TW (12.10am): Anyway. Sorry. I didn’t mean to…
TW (12.14am): No la. I nv say that. Actually initially was celebrate together de loh. But anyway still hav to say sorry to ya. Hope u understand. (celebrate together? PL rejected me long ago. Now tw still tok rubbish to me. *more fed up* i was so upset. So far only colleagues date me on 25th which is confirmed. And only 1 of poly friends say may meet me on 26 jul. HS gave me 21 presents. Looks like only HS and colleagues care abt me, others all no news. =< *very sad*fed up*)
Jun (12.18am): I wun believe. Initially I got ask pl if wanna celebrate together. Combined and invite our friends together. She rejected me. You can ask her to confirm. Ok. I dun need wanna argue with you. Now I know who really would care and celebrate for me. Thanks for your help.
TW (12.20am): She didn’t noe wat to do in e first place loh. Is I help her decide de ma. Since u wan put it that way then let it be ba.
TW (12.27am): Somemore she reject it coz she can’t hav chalet and go home late as her parents dun let. I myself ask her parents but still cannot lo. That’s y at that point of time cannot make e decision yet. (wad chalet? Tok even more rubbish. I did not mention any chalet thing with PL earlier on. I very upset, fed up with TW.. dun wanna reply anymore. And I decided to post online regarding this matter to apoogise and let pl that I very upset and will not be attending her birthday celebration.)
I dunno what you all feel after you all see this.
Maybe like PL is very upset.
But I am also very very upset that night when TW replied me that day.
I apologise to PL, also apologise to you all if you all angry with me because of the above.
Sorry, I am sorry.
But I still decided to post it out.
i just wanna be very honest and let you all noe how I feel at that moment.
After PL’s post, I only have to say;
Overall the incident is is caused by misunderstanding, no communication,
Maybe I am more to the negative sides.
sms also difficult to see one’s tone and feelings.
But I just wanna let you all noe, at that moment I really very upset.
Coz previously my family members already rejected me for the celebration le.
and HS’s parents really that time treat me good is because the 2 sisters nt around.
I felt so lonely. I feel no one care abt me. My mum even scolded me when I said I very upset abt relatives thing.
Which makes me very sad, really very very very upset.
I tot just this once 21st birthday celebration only. Why I cannot even have one…
PL, Please do not feel offended that I post the conversations out.
Girls, maybe like what pl say, when she saw it, she feel upset. But I still decided to show it out is to let u all know at that moment how I feel and why I replied that way.
Before the conversation, I dunno you all planning anything and did not noe you check with HS on my sat event. No one dated me on sat. One of my Poly friends wanna meet me on that day to pass me stuff. But I have not confirmed with her. I haven confirm is to reserve for you all 8899 but I still have no news of you all to date me.
The conversation below: (My thoughts and feelings is in brackets)
TW (11.43pm): Hey, I hav changed pl birthday bbq from 2nd aug to 26 jul coz I can’t make it on 2nd Aug. so sorry. Really hoped that u all are able to make it. So let me noe whether u all can make it k. Any hardfeelin or prob do msg me. Thanks a million lot. (my thinking is “hmm, no one date me and still ask me attend ppl birthday” so I decided to reply in joking manner)
Jun (11.46pm): My birthday that day leh. Never celebrate for me still ask me celebrate for her. Win lo.
TW (11.49pm): Ai yah, sorry la. I really cannot make it on 2nd Aug. Got stand by. Sianz. I also dun wan crash with urs. U celebrate with pl la. Help me please.
TW (11.51pm): Sorry sorry. Hey. Btw how u celebrate ah. On Sunday? (no one date me, den now ask me celebrate PL birthday on my birthday. Den tell me mine celebration is on sun? hmmm. but if 8899 ok den I also nth to say. *sad*lonely*)
Jun (11.54pm): No secondary school ppl date me yet. Like so pathetic. Actual day go celebrate other ppl’s birthday den mine push to sun. If 8899 ok den I nothing to say lo. Anyway, poly friends will date me on actual day only we haven confirm.
TW (11.58pm): Whey. Sorry la. Really hav no choice. I cannot on 2nd ma. I book both weekend le lo. Then somemore cannot cancel. (*more lonely* means I have to see ppl celebrating with PL, no one celebrate for me.. ppl forget me??? *very upset*since let that, why make myself so pathetic, since poly ppl date me le, den confirm with them lo. So I decided to go meet poly friends instead.)
Jun (12.02am): Ok ok. It’s ok. Den you all go for hers la. That day I find my other friends lo. Honestly they dated me but I didn’t confirm as I tot 8899 wanna meet me.
TW (12.03am): But in e end they meet sun rite? Hey sorry ah. (haiz, repeat say meet sun again. *upset* dun even wanna date me for sat noon mehx? I dun wan belated celebration. No family ppl celebrate for me already. Haiz, should have listened to HS and open bbq on 26 jul, coz no one enthu for me at least I must enthu myself. 21st must be happy ma. I tot even closest 8899 so heartless? I dun wan belated celebration, like no one remember it so I replied the below)
Jun (12.06am): Wad meet on sun? Dunno la. You all heartless. I already by not opening any celebration on 26. If not our common friends all dunno which one to attend. Anyway dun need meet on sun la.
TW (12.09am): I dunno. I was asking. Wa so fierce for wad sia. Ask ya celebrate with pl le. Hmmm. I no choice ma. U think I wan crash with urs ah. If can 2nd I more happy loh. I already plan for 2nd le lo. (*very upset*fed up* I nv complain PL birthday celebration put on my birthday, TW still say me like I dun wanna celebrate with PL, fine, since he feel this way, I go find my poly friends, I dun wanna be so pathetic, so lonely that night at PL’s celebration. Since poly friends yi fan hao yi, I shld go. )
Jun (12.10am): Wah. Now you say until like I blaming you. I never fierce. I was upset. Forget it la. You all go ahead enjoy. I not attending. Not going to be so pathetic. Send my best wishes to PL.
TW (12.10am): Anyway. Sorry. I didn’t mean to…
TW (12.14am): No la. I nv say that. Actually initially was celebrate together de loh. But anyway still hav to say sorry to ya. Hope u understand. (celebrate together? PL rejected me long ago. Now tw still tok rubbish to me. *more fed up* i was so upset. So far only colleagues date me on 25th which is confirmed. And only 1 of poly friends say may meet me on 26 jul. HS gave me 21 presents. Looks like only HS and colleagues care abt me, others all no news. =< *very sad*fed up*)
Jun (12.18am): I wun believe. Initially I got ask pl if wanna celebrate together. Combined and invite our friends together. She rejected me. You can ask her to confirm. Ok. I dun need wanna argue with you. Now I know who really would care and celebrate for me. Thanks for your help.
TW (12.20am): She didn’t noe wat to do in e first place loh. Is I help her decide de ma. Since u wan put it that way then let it be ba.
TW (12.27am): Somemore she reject it coz she can’t hav chalet and go home late as her parents dun let. I myself ask her parents but still cannot lo. That’s y at that point of time cannot make e decision yet. (wad chalet? Tok even more rubbish. I did not mention any chalet thing with PL earlier on. I very upset, fed up with TW.. dun wanna reply anymore. And I decided to post online regarding this matter to apoogise and let pl that I very upset and will not be attending her birthday celebration.)
I dunno what you all feel after you all see this.
Maybe like PL is very upset.
But I am also very very upset that night when TW replied me that day.
I apologise to PL, also apologise to you all if you all angry with me because of the above.
Sorry, I am sorry.
But I still decided to post it out.
i just wanna be very honest and let you all noe how I feel at that moment.
After PL’s post, I only have to say;
Overall the incident is is caused by misunderstanding, no communication,
Maybe I am more to the negative sides.
sms also difficult to see one’s tone and feelings.
But I just wanna let you all noe, at that moment I really very upset.
Coz previously my family members already rejected me for the celebration le.
and HS’s parents really that time treat me good is because the 2 sisters nt around.
I felt so lonely. I feel no one care abt me. My mum even scolded me when I said I very upset abt relatives thing.
Which makes me very sad, really very very very upset.
I tot just this once 21st birthday celebration only. Why I cannot even have one…
Thursday, July 10, 2008
jun..
dun be too angry
i understand y u're so upset
i'll be too!!
but by not attending pl's bbq,
u're makin her and everyone upset too
pls dun say until like we dun care abt u
dun say until like we dun bother celebrating ur bday
mayb we have sth gg on but juz din tell u?
21st bday is a big day for u and pl
dat's y pl is organising a bbq, dat's y u're so angry
so i'm asking u to reconsider
like i've said
u're no loner
u're a very good fren of ours
and 8899 wun leave anyone's bday out
INCLUDING u!
so pls?
no forcing here..juz a request
i am too angry at tw for saying to push ur bday to sun
he shouldn't have said that
so i'll give him a piece of my mind
but since he alr told everyone that pl is havin bbq on 26th,
so 26th shall be?
i noe it will be unfair to u jun
but dun worry,
worry nth abt ur bday celeb..
i am not on anyone's side..
i juz dun wanna see u both unhappy about a should-be-happy event
dun be too angry
i understand y u're so upset
i'll be too!!
but by not attending pl's bbq,
u're makin her and everyone upset too
pls dun say until like we dun care abt u
dun say until like we dun bother celebrating ur bday
mayb we have sth gg on but juz din tell u?
21st bday is a big day for u and pl
dat's y pl is organising a bbq, dat's y u're so angry
so i'm asking u to reconsider
like i've said
u're no loner
u're a very good fren of ours
and 8899 wun leave anyone's bday out
INCLUDING u!
so pls?
no forcing here..juz a request
i am too angry at tw for saying to push ur bday to sun
he shouldn't have said that
so i'll give him a piece of my mind
but since he alr told everyone that pl is havin bbq on 26th,
so 26th shall be?
i noe it will be unfair to u jun
but dun worry,
worry nth abt ur bday celeb..
i am not on anyone's side..
i juz dun wanna see u both unhappy about a should-be-happy event
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Sorry PL...
upset.. speechless..
just finish sms argue with tw.
actually i already was in bed, but he msg me
after those argue i really think i should go open com and type out
if nt, i wun be able to say anything tmr.
sorry PL. tw said ur celebration has changed to 26th july.
i wish u a happy 21st birthday first..
coz i nt attending your celebration.
u can treat it as i am petty
i just dun wanna look to pathetic by
celebrating and attending other ppl's birthday celebration on own actual day
and pushing mine to belated like wad he said.. push to sunday.
initially i tot celebrate together (MF, PL, me) den PL dun wan.
MF dun even intend to celebrate coz she will be on holi
den i tot of celebrating my ownself on 26th.
den happen the relatives thing. and after hearing u all say. i decided not to have any celebrate le
den i tot of meeting u all 8899 and HS on 26th.
or see who have the heart to date me but
i guess u all now all nt free on that day by now.
since my poly friends already dated me on that day,
which i haven confirm coz tot to reserve for u all
but nvm den.. i go for that simple dinner, at least it is planned for me
rather than being so pathetic...
sorry PL.. i decided not to attend ur celebration.
u can say i am petty or think too much
but i just feel so upset now. so i made that decision
dun need to ask me to consider. i already confirmed.
as for sun, u girls dun need to celebrate for me anymore.
i dun need any celebrations after..
afterall ....
nvm.. speechless..
maybe mf is right. having great time to celebrate with love ones are most important.
just finish sms argue with tw.
actually i already was in bed, but he msg me
after those argue i really think i should go open com and type out
if nt, i wun be able to say anything tmr.
sorry PL. tw said ur celebration has changed to 26th july.
i wish u a happy 21st birthday first..
coz i nt attending your celebration.
u can treat it as i am petty
i just dun wanna look to pathetic by
celebrating and attending other ppl's birthday celebration on own actual day
and pushing mine to belated like wad he said.. push to sunday.
initially i tot celebrate together (MF, PL, me) den PL dun wan.
MF dun even intend to celebrate coz she will be on holi
den i tot of celebrating my ownself on 26th.
den happen the relatives thing. and after hearing u all say. i decided not to have any celebrate le
den i tot of meeting u all 8899 and HS on 26th.
or see who have the heart to date me but
i guess u all now all nt free on that day by now.
since my poly friends already dated me on that day,
which i haven confirm coz tot to reserve for u all
but nvm den.. i go for that simple dinner, at least it is planned for me
rather than being so pathetic...
sorry PL.. i decided not to attend ur celebration.
u can say i am petty or think too much
but i just feel so upset now. so i made that decision
dun need to ask me to consider. i already confirmed.
as for sun, u girls dun need to celebrate for me anymore.
i dun need any celebrations after..
afterall ....
nvm.. speechless..
maybe mf is right. having great time to celebrate with love ones are most important.
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
KAWAIISA!
Hey gers,
How are all of you??
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